The Forerunner Times

"A life journal by Nathan J. Elias, called under God's grace to be His forerunner and restorer for His glory."


November 21, 2006

Christmas Wishlist

Filed under: Life Chronicles

Step One
Make a post (public, friendslocked, filtered…whatever you’re comfortable with) to your blog. The post should contain your list of 10 holiday wishes. The wishes can be anything at all, from simple and fun (”I’d love a Snape/Hermione icon that’s just for me”) to medium (”I wish for _____ on DVD”) to really big (”All I want for Christmas is a new car/computer/house/TV.”) The important thing is, make sure these wishes are things you really, truly want.

If you wish for real possible things, make sure you include some sort of contact info in your post, whether it’s your address or just your email address where Santa (or one of his elves) could get in touch with you.

Also, make sure you post some version of these guidelines in your blog, or link to this post (it’ll be public) so that the holiday joy will spread.

Step Two
Surf around your friendslist (or friendsfriends, or just random journals) to see who has posted their list. And now here’s the important part:

If you see a wish you can grant, and it’s in your heart to do so, make someone’s wish come true. Sometimes someone’s trash is another’s treasure, and if you have a leather jacket you don’t want or a gift certificate you won’t use–or even know where you could get someone’s dream purebred Basset Hound for free–do it.

You needn’t spend money on these wishes unless you want to. The point isn’t to put people out, it’s to provide everyone a chance to be someone else’s holiday elf–to spread the joy. Gifts can be made anonymously or not–it’s your call.

There are no rules with this project, no guarantees, and no strings attached.

Just…wish, and it might come true. Give, and you might receive. And you’ll have the joy of knowing you made someone’s holiday special.

My Christmas Wishlist

November 19, 2006

Sarah Brightman: La Luna

I have heard about Sarah Brightman maybe more than five years ago, but just now I finally listened to her and I’ve fallen in love with her singing. Truly one of the best sopranos in the world, maybe even the world’s best, though some fans of Celine Dion and others will argue.

For the manga lovers who have read “Dragon Voice”, surely they will know (or not) that Sarah Brightman is the model for Amami Sara - Amami Rin’s mother with the legendary voice. Some concepts of Sarah Brightman’s concerts and wardrobe designs have also been passed on to the ‘Sara/Seiren’ character in the manga, especially some from this La Luna concert. Now it feels a little fulfilling to be able to see and listen to Sarah Brightman and imagine how Amami Sara might have sounded like.

How did I manage to find my new interest in Sarah Brightman? Again, Pandora (sheesh I am starting to sound like a Pandora marketing person). While listening to the New Age station which I made from Enya as the base artist, several times it pointed me to Sarah’s songs and I found them nice and enjoyful. Thus begans my Wikipedia research about her career and list of her albums and concert tour DVDs.

As of now I have three of her albums in my possession:
- Classics: Best of Sarah Brightman (2006)
- Harem (2003)
- The Very Best of Sarah Brightman: 1990-2000 (2001)

The Classics and The Very Best ones are the really good ones, must listen. Now I am looking for her legendary “Eden” album, but since it was out in 1998 it might be a little hard to find now. I am also looking for her concert DVDs, “One Night In Eden” (1999) and “Harem World Tour: Live In Las Vegas” (2004). Might try looking around in local stores once more, yesterday when I went there I arrived without knowing any of her concert DVD titles. I found this La Luna by accident, on the for sale rack, so I got this superb, beautifully amazing DVD for S$10 only (can you believe that), which should have actually cost more for the quality. So I was very lucky to get this DVD, which has been said to be her best concert DVD around in terms of voice and graphical clarity (while in term of overall concert performance Eden is still said to be the best).

For those of you who didn’t know her already, maybe you should go to Youtube and look for her duet with Andrea Bocelli titled “Time To Say Goodbye” (here it is). It’s a very famous song that should help you recognize who she is. As for other songs to listen to, I really cannot suggest as I like almost all of her songs, from the classical ones such as Pie Jesu and Hijo De La Luna (*) to the more pop ones like Who Wants To Live Forever, A Whiter Shade Of Pale (*) and Only An Ocean Away (which sounds awfully similar to Celine Dion’s My Heart Will Go On). As an added bonus, while I’m on Youtube anyway, here’s her There For Me (*) duet with… see for yourself. You can find a lot more of her videos on Youtube, try to look for more on your own :wink:

Items with * are taken from her La Luna concert, so now you know how good my concert DVD is.

Enjoy her songs, as they may be the best to be found in your lifetime.
If you have never listened to Sarah Brightman, then you have never truly listened to good music.

November 16, 2006

Enya ~ Pilgrim

Filed under: Music Chronicles

Artist: Enya
Song: Pilgrim
Album: A Day Without Rain

View lyrics for this song.

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Love listening to my collection of Enya songs again lately, dunno why but I find these new age music soothing…. The Pandora Internet Radio have been my perfect companion for music listening, I’m sure avid music listeners such as Inex will love this. You can just put the name of the song or artist you like and the radio will make you a custom playlist with songs similar or having the same qualities with the artist you chose. It’s good, try it. I’ve found a lot of Christian and new age songs I’ve never heard before from this radio. It’s truly an enjoyable experience using this when I’m bored with the songs in my laptop and want to try some fresh ones.

Enya’s voice got a soothing tone with a hint of loneliness and sorrow in it. But in this song it talks about things quite different. It is a song about journey, about life and about your heart’s desire. I like listening to this song, as it gives me a sense of a journey far away and a feeling that my journey in this world is far from over. What is it I truly desire? What is it that I truly seek? Interesting song to listen to, though admittedly not as soothing as other Enya songs - right now I’m also listening to “Fallen Embers” (quite romantic I must say) and “Smaointe” (truly soothing).

As I am quite lonely in the night these days, expect more of these song-diaries popping up soon….

November 12, 2006

Hole In My Pocket

Filed under: Life Chronicles

Hmmm, my bottom line really took a hit this week…

First, my glasses broke on yesterday just hours before my exam, so I had to buy a new glasses after the exam, and since my minus was high (4.75) I needed a special kind of thinned multicoated lens that is quite expensive to boot - it is $140, plus the cheapest frame which is $69, it totalled to $209! Expensive for a pair of glasses, but as I spent more than $200, I was entitled for another free $99 worth glasses, which I will use for my backup - same power but thicker and non-coated.

Talking about backup glasses, I was lucky I brought another old pair of glasses here. Even though it has less power, I could still use it for the exam quite well. Without it I don’t know what will happen with my exams.

Also today, I bought myself a new HP Pavilion DV2123TX laptop for $2,300. It is quite cheap, I reckon. My old Acer Aspire 2000 was bought for around $2,500 two years ago, and the actual list price for this HP laptop is $2,899. I got this one from an internet forum classifieds and bargained it down from $2,400 to $2,300, thus saving a total of $600 compared to the original list price. Must say that it’s quite a bargain. It is armed with one of the most powerful processors today (Core 2 Duo 2 GHz with 4Mb L2 Cache), 1 GB RAM and 120 GB Hard Disk to boot. Add a very nice design on top of that, and all the interactivity of the Windows Media Centre - and did I mention the remote control which can be used not only for media viewing but during Powerpoint presentations as well? Neat!

Well, I have to conserve money now, though… parents will come in December and hopefully I can manage to survive with this very little amount of money at hand until that time. Sure they can transfer me some funds, but it will be cut down a lot by the bank, so if possible, I prefer to receive the money in cash and not with transfers.

Oh yeah, all prices are in Singapore Dollars ($1 = Rp 5.900).

November 9, 2006

The Road That Ends Here, Chapter IV

Filed under: Life Chronicles

The Road That Ends Here will tell you the summary about two months of my life in this Merlion country. It will have six chapters, corresponding to the six terms that I will endure in this one year. The idea about the title comes from a journey to hike a mountain. I imagine that getting my master degree is like enduring a long mountain path. Between the summit and the peak, there will be five stopping points to rest and regain strength (this is Chapter I through Chapter V). After the five stopping points, if I still endure, then I will reach the peak and reach my final destination (Chapter VI). Enjoy these stories and may the tales bring you new strength and encouragement to reach your goal.

Chapter IV

On to the fourth semester of my MBA, by now I have finished eight subjects of the allocated twelve. For this term, the subjects were Organizational Behaviour and Competitive Strategies. Like I said in an earlier post, got two most entertaining lecturers in my campus, Samuel Lee and Frankie Yee, who made studying in this term very interesting and so much fun, so no problems with boring lecturers at all, but the biggest problem came in the way the schedule for this semester was laid out. That’s right, no holidays other than the Study Week one week before the exam, so right after the exam it’s a new term again. This made the assignments scheduling very much hectic.

I don’t know what went wrong along the way, but it seems that the schedules were a bit messy in this term, which in the end led to the deadlines of assignments keep getting pushed back again and again, until in the end the deadlines for two assignments came into the Study Week. This was a problem, as I have to return to Indonesia during that week.

For the first assignment it was no problem, since it was an individual task and I managed to finish that 4000 words essay in due time. For the second assignment though, it was a whole lot of problem and in the end it was my teammate Angel who suffered most. Due to lack of communication, the workload distribution became a bit messy. I was thinking that she could help me on this one and handle the work, just for this once, but she was thinking that I should at least work on one question of the three presented (and the 50% marks one at that, so basically in the end it came down to 50:50 work).

This issue came into light just a few hours before the deadline, in the morning, so we only did what we could do at that moment and hoped we could pass with that. I know she was disappointed with me, but in the end, there was nothing that I could do, as it was too late to do anything drastic and I am not too good with this strategic thing altogether. If there was better communication and she told me to do my work earlier that might made a difference. This is the dangers of assumptions - I assumed she would do all the work and she assumed I would help her on the work. Because of our assumptions, our assignment suffered. Let’s not dwell in the past then, and move on, hope that all will be okay in due time.

For the exams, I think it was a bit easier than previous term (especially the Marketing Management one, that was difficult). Both exams were case studies and we were already given a glimpse of the kinds of questions that will arise on the exam, so when we came into the exam hall, we kinda knew what to expect will appear in the question paper. And it was, so we were able to answer the questions quite well, and even though I might not reach a Distinction mark, at least if I am fortunate and God wills it, I can get a Credit, or at least a Pass, I am sure of that.

So that’s it, moving on to the next term, with only four weeks of the usual six weeks and a lot of double classes in a day. I believe that I can make it out though, with God’s strength, and even give myself in to participate in the Christmas ministry. With Him all things are possible, and I surrender what will come in the next term entirely to Him.

Related Links:
The Road That Ends Here, Chapter I (May 2006)
The Road That Ends Here, Chapter II (July 2006)
The Road That Ends Here, Chapter III (September 2006)

November 5, 2006

What Will Become Of My Future?

Filed under: Life Chronicles

Have been thinking a lot about my future lately and truthfully I become uneasy every time I have to think about it…. :|

It’s not that I do not trust that God holds my future in His hands and He have the best plans for me, no, but I am currently in some pressure to have some assurance about my future here. Jobless and counting only three months towards finishing my MBA study now, I do not know whether His plans is for me to stay here longer in Singapore or to return in Indonesia by February or March next year. I need to know this because my friends have been thinking about bringing me in to more ministries that are more long-term, such as committees and likes, and for this, they need to know whether I would be here longer or not. It would be bad, let’s say, if I join an Easter preparation committee for next year but later on quit just weeks before the D-Day because I have to return to Indonesia for good.

From my perspective, there are two possible reasons why my future is undecided at this point:

  1. God wants me to “wait” and believe in Him. So the ministries will have to wait too, He might have something in plan. Trust Him. Wait. Shoo~! Don’t rush Him, all will be good in His time.
  2. I am just too damn lazy… :|
Ask around, and people might agree that it is the second one that might be the case.

I have never applied for work before and I do not know what kind of work I am interested to do, so I tend to just wait and wait without doing any proper action. Before I know it, February will come and I will find myself jobless then. As for what kind of job I want to do, all this time I’ve been doing a lot of ministries and I am not feeling like wanting to collect a lot of money or to become filthy rich. As long as my income is enough for me, my family and my ministries, that would be enough (grant us our daily bread o Lord, give me neither poverty nor riches — lest I be full and deny You, and say, “Who is the LORD?” or lest I be poor and steal, and profane the name of my God; Proverbs 30:8-9, The Wisdom of Agur).

The first and foremost criteria for my future work is that it should not be in the way of my ministries - i.e. working on Saturdays (maybe possible only up to 12pm) and Sundays are not acceptable. And for my job preference, maybe it should be something that can help others, empower others and bring others unto a better life. An HR job might be suitable, but I do not have the expertise nor the background. The most possible job for me is to become a consultant or give seminars and workshops, but to this, first I will need to be the understudy of someone who has been successful and has been long enough in this field - and I do not know how can I do this in Singapore and how or who to apply to. In Indonesia, I can work as the understudy of Mr. Tanadi Santoso or Yakoeb Ezra or other trainers/seminar people I personally know, but this would mean having to leave by next year :sad:

If somebody in Singapore can help me to get in touch with a consultancy firm that I can get in to, I would greatly appreciate it. If somebody who has known me can also give me a hint on what job I can possibly take, I would greatly appreciate it too. Some of you might have known that I have a Bachelor of IT degree, but right now I am not too concerned on working on the IT field - especially as programmers due to my lack of expertise there (I am only a below-average PHP programmer back then and now I’ve forgotten everything) and the working hours could possibly clash with the ministries. Maybe there’s a suitable job in the IT field that I haven’t known of such as IT consultant, or even an HR department job on an IT firm like my lecturer suggested me (quite possible, but hard, looking at the stress level that most IT jobs have). I have to consider everything and see what is best for me and what God wants for me.

See? Life is hard, it needs a lot of effort to get through it, but I believe with God I can do it. Now it’s just the matter of where He will have me be. My friends, will I have to leave you so fast? :|

Prayer Request:
Now that you have read this, please help me pray for my future…

November 3, 2006

Death Note: The Last Name

Filed under: Mind Chronicles

Today, the second Death Note movie, “The Last Name” is released in Japan and Hong Kong.

Singapore would have to wait until 28 December 2006 before the second movie premieres here, but thanks to the people at Animesuki, I have managed to read this ending. Credits to Kinny Riddle for this movie summary (which actually details everything right through the ending).

My personal opinion is that this ending is very satisfying and like I said before when I was commenting on the first movie, the Death Note movie have a seriously good scriptwriter, maybe I have to say even better than the author Tsugumi Ohba herself. I understand her desire to finish the manga in 108 chapter - 108 being the number of worldly desires in a Japanese teaching, but if she cannot manage to do it well then I’d say better don’t do it at all. The manga falls after the first arc and the ending is not quite good for some of us, but this movie’s ending has managed to do unexpectedly well and I have to praise the movie team for that. Can’t wait to see this in the movie with my own eyes.

Now, click below if you want to know what the true ending is…

Death Note The Last Name Ending Spoilers

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